I didn't think I'd feel so affected by this milestone and nothing more. Is it my middle age? midlife crisis? fear of an unknown era? all three? who knows? I just want to lose myself in my twenties and maybe never return , played darts today and kicked everybodies arse, wonders if the fun will cease with the new era?
Rationally there is no need to worry and generally I'm laid back so it's against the flow for me to worry.
Keep dreaming of Bella and co, it's absolutely fucking bizarre. I've nearly finished Eclipse and I keep dreaming of a vampire Bella who doesn't crave blood and fits right in with the stat quo.
Feeling rather shitty in general but sure I will get over it and last into my thirties some way at least.
Roll on adulthood I assume
Well, Happy Birthday to me &c
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