Thank god it's friday ...or not

Just realised what day it is, this day has never bothered me and I'm not really superstitious but when I think of all the things that could go wrong tonight, well let's just say there are some trust issues I need to deal with and I should keep my jealousy in check.

:takes deep breath:

I have nothing to worry about!

I'm a neat guy!

I am a love machine

repeat

PS can you tell I was watching friends just recently although possibly misquoted

It's alright no one reads this anyway

If you tell me something I will keep it secret and no matter if we fall out I will never betray a confidence. I tell people things and I think I am quite open, but when I tell secrets I don't ask for them to be kept I just assume they will be and generally they are. I suppose it's a bit naive of me but I just can't bring myself to say don't tell anyone it sounds too weird.

There are things I have never told anybody and there are things I haven't told certain people and I hate keeping my own secrets to myself. This feels odd because I hold so many others' secrets.

I suppose sometimes it is better not to say anything but that feels wrong even though the possible consequences could be detrimental to my relationships with others.

I'm still here

I wasn't lost just misplaced for a while. I've been writing on paper a lot recently but I will copy it here soon, I think.