...then work happened. I got shouted at for being late when I was 15 early, apparently the shift was changed the before and I wasn't in. I really don't appreciate it when I have to defend myself for things like that. I spent my entire school life being made to doubt what I knew to be true by students as well as teachers. Have been trying to calm myself since when someone tells me there are rumours flying about which involve me, I don't like rumours or gossip at the best of times but it's worse when it's about you. And then there are the people who are just lying to you.aaaargh!
I am beginning to feel bitter, twisted and paranoid and the only one it hurts is me.So why do I put myself through it and not just let things be as they are???
The worry and panic are making me feel drowsy now and I still have 4 more hours to go until I can leave this hell, I hope I can make it without further incident.
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we need a drink
give me names and i'll find out if my mafia reaches overseas.
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