Random ranting

Polar opposites drawn together somehow defying odds insurmountable.

It's not true, I don't think so anyway, everyone is connected in some way. Little Miss Popular is as lonely as the boy with no friends, they just deal differently. We're not equal but we're not so different either.

I have friends, with varying degrees of intimacy and success. I don't treat everybody the same, I should but I don't.

The selfishness of selflessness, do you only do selfless acts to seem righteous in front of your peers. These acts are surely kept to yourself or between you and god if you have faith. I do understand giving to charity and getting something out of it like the poppy for example, I suppose you wear it to promote awareness rather than look at me I gave to charity. If you get benefit of doubt.

I'm feeling rather despondent at the mo, I don't know where that comes from because there was no one there to begin with.

Sometimes I won't understand something you've said and instead of saying sorry I didn't understand I nod or say something non committal. Everyone has been polite enough to pretend not to notice, but I really wish I wouldn't do that because I carry on being ignorant of whichever subject we were discussing. I don't do it all the time just every once in a while. I baffle myself sometimes.