This is just a moan

Most people would be happy if they were me.

I'm just intent on feeling shit about everything.

I thought I'd discovered the most recent reason for feeling low but now I'm thinking maybe it's not that. Or maybe it is, I just don't believe it's capable of affecting me so badly. If it weren't for certain aspects of my life it may just have finished me off.

Today I have done nothing except piss about on Garageband and Facebook. I haven't been feeling well but I ate something even though I didn't want to because otherwise I might faint which isn't great (I've only fainted a couple of times but I find it scary as hell). 

I believe the physical things I'm feeling are a manifestation of my mental problems and so I need to sort my head out if I want to get rid of these annoying sidebars of pain.

That's enough moaning for now, I ned to promise myself the next post will be positive.