I'm jaded. At least with certain aspects of life. I'll be 29 in August. I've never worried about age. I don't believe in being the way society tells you to be. I do compromise despite myself. I don't like it that image is so important.
I feel like that bad guy in the shit version of The Italian Job who takes all the money and buys everyone else's dreams because he can't think of his own. I still don't really know what I want from life. I don't see the problem with just wondering at the moment. I wouldn't say it's aimless. I'm doing things I want to do.
If I ever end up with this girl I like what will she expect from me in the way of a future. I mean a woman can look after herself obviously but she'll never want someone without focus. Maybe my feelings are clouding my judgment. In the past I have been married and had a mortgage and a temporary promotion but all that went a bit pear shaped.
I feel like I'm starting again. Completely. New friends. New places. New crush. Go the all new teenage me.
I feel a bit pretentious saying all this but I've said it now so.
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I'm sure you're already listening to this, somewhere. Still, it's the thought that counts. And yes, we must get drunk, somewhere, sometime.
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