So I couldn't sleep or 5x5=25

There I go again reading into things that aren't necessarily there I've been on the phone with a girl I like the girl in fact. Just to hear her voice is a pleasure but when I finally put the phone down after thirteen minutes and thirty three seconds (a long time for me) I felt a bit shit. We didn't talk about anything in particular and she answered in the affirmative when I said we should do something when we both have the same day off. So why do I feel low? I think maybe because I wasn't more positive about asking her out, because I only did it in a round about sort of way not even directly really (saying "we should do something" isn't "I like you, would you like to go on a date with me" or whatever the cool kids are saying these days), because, because I don't know! She did mention she went for a drink with a someone from work while she was waiting for us to go to the pictures, they asked her if she wanted to it seemed so blase "do you want to go for a drink while you wait" I can't do that, I mean i can but I don't. I'm just rubbish and feeling sorry for myself as per.