I’m just sitting here, I ain’t saying much I just think
And my eyes don’t move left or right they just blink
I think too deep, and I think too long
Plus I think I’m getting weak cos my thoughts are too strong
- Sittin' Here, Dizzee Rascal
That's me right now. I can't get out of this low period. I'm falling to pieces under the pressure of all the thoughts running through my head none of which are clear they're just fleeting and fuzzy. Concentration levels are really low, i'm finding it difficult just to keep writting.
I had lunch with a friend today who said she was so upset to see that I was hurting and so lacking in confidence and to keep taking knocks the way I do which just about broke my heart. I don't know how I managed not to burst in to tears right there in front of her and the entire cafe. At once I felt loved and secure.
tafn i can't write anymore
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