OK, I'm still alive, I think (therefore I am blah blah blah nonsense). Got completely wasted on Saturday like I said I would and spent the next day in bed not being. I don't think I'll be doing that again anytime soon (that was a lie, of course I'm going to do it again soon).
Someone told I weren't their type the other day but they didn't mean physically which was refreshing. They said I was soft as opposed to someone they could fight with, I'm passed fighting so wasn't offended but did feel the slight twinge of rejection even though I wasn't asking if you know what I mean.
I'm thinking of asking someone out but they live really far away. I think she is very attractive and has a warm personality but wonder if it's worth losing the fledgling friendship when she will inevitably say no. I'm not "in love" so there's less emotional investment at stake so when she says no it will hurt less, even though I haven't decided on doing it yet. Reading back I'm most definitely insane la la la.
More craziness coming this way very soon!!!
2 comments:
Yo! I'm you're subconsciousness! Go ask her out right about...now! Go! Hurry, you're running out of time! Before she moves to Equador to work on a coffee bean plantation!
aww....too late....
just kidding. go.
you should do it. i always hate wondering "what if?" that's one of my biggest hates yet i think it all the time. sigh.
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